(: or ):

should stay or not to stay?
i am so confused.

yes, as most of you know, i've been posted to tpjc. but whether i'm staying there, it's still not confirmed yet. i appealed to nyjc which is like impossible to get in (unless by God's grace), heard there are like 400++ people appealing in there too. so yeah, kind of seems impossible.

well, jc postings were out on tuesday, which meant that tuesday was my last day in srjc and 1A01. so as a farewell gift to my class, i baked cupcakes for the whole class and some teachers. (: yes, I BAKED. all who ate said they were GOOD!







thanks to bro irwin who got me a muffin recipe book! anyway, as i was saying , it was my last day at srjc, so i decided to go. i received my posting via sms at 6.10am in the morning. how early is that. when i saw "congrats CHERN SHIYING CHERYL, you are posted to TAMPINES JC, ARTS (31A) under 2008 JAE..." i was like ... oh...haha. i kind of expected it alr, so wasn't too shocked or anything. well, went to srjc to take class photo and just sat ard and talked. i know it's weird, but i miss srjc. the people, the teachers, 1A01...


1A01


miss lam(pe teacher) and us...


laoshi and us...


mr mark wong (hist)+ us

and most of all, i miss having kelly around. she's been such a great friend! but she's posted to srjc and me, tpjc. ):):): but i helped her to do the online appeal to tpjc, so hopefully she gets in.


my dearest friend, kelly

To: kelly
hope you get into tpjc! i miss going to school with you ): ): miss you lots! take care!

ok, so after school, the few of us went bowling. and i have to admit, i'm bad at it. seriously. lunch at thai express was next. and somehow, i got a thai express membership card better known as the orange card!




the ugly, slippery bowling shoes

on wednesday, i had to report at tpjc. since i live quite far, i had to wake up a lil' earlier than usual so i could make it in time. not too good to be late on the first day, furthermore i don't even know how to get there, i only know how to sit the direct mrt there then...??? so when i reached tampines mrt station, i just followed those wearing the greenish tpjc uniform and thank God i arrived there on time and safely. (: the whole morning i was so fearful that i would be alone, but just as i was about to get on the bus, i saw this sc girl waving to me from the bus. it was weizhen. though we were not in the same class nor did we ever talk in school, we just started talking and went in to school together! that's why i love sc, don't know why but somehow knowing she(or any other sc girl) was from sc too allowed us to talk as if we had been friends alr.

okay so when i was at tpjc on the first day, it was just subject talks... talks...talks. but somehow, i just could not get used to the environment. just felt uneasy there. maybe it was the first day, maybe because i wasn't with someone i knew hence such a feeling. so i sms-ed mummy to tell her that i didn't like the school and i wanted to leave. the day was supposed to end at 430pm. how was i supposed to survive. so she called me and i so felt like crying. i couldn't stand being there another minute. since uncle lam and my parents were near the college, they picked me up and i left school at 1 plus, missing the games and all. we went to uncle lam's house where i did my online nyjc appeal. speaking of which i have not gotten a reply... i am getting impatient! we then made our way to see tiles and such for the new house. (:

ohyah, throughout the day i kept sms-ing kelly and talking to her and we were telling each other how we didn't like the jc we were in and all... haha. and she told mdm wong (1A01's CT and her og CT now) that i was very sad!!! i think mdm wong thinks i'm depressed or something...

the next day, i quite reluctantly made my way to tpjc and i saw weizhen at the interchange again! so we hopped on the bus together and went to school. had compulsory choir auditions, and unfortunately i was asked to join TPJC choir. haha. i just told them i would consider... had sort of like station games in the afternoon and we were running ard the school, climbing the stairs and all, that by the end of it, i was very very tired. as the day progressed, i got "warmed-up" and began to accept the school. although i really can neither forsee nor imagine myself wearing a GREEN uniform... the day finally ended and i can assure you, i was so glad to be home.

went to school today too, had wet (& DIRTY) games ): didn't like the idea of getting dirty and all but i just played. the OGLs wouldn't let me off... and guess what... silly me forgot/did not bring a pair of slippers. it did not even cross my mind. yeah so i had to run around barefoot-ed. i felt like i was walking on charcoal or something. the floor/track was HOT, really HOT. i was like jumping up and down (literally)!!! but thanks to those who let me step on their slippers once in a while when i really could not take it anymore. okay shall not elaborate on how wet and dirty i became, yeah so i went home and bathed! we were allowed to leave school but had to report back in the evening at 6pm for orientation night. i decided not to go. i took a nap and woke up at close to 7, so even if i wanted to go, i would be too late alr...

oh yah forgot, today something funny happened, beatrice (og friend) said to me "i think you are pretty!" i was like stunned, after a few moments, i was like "heh.. err... that was DIRECT... heh" then she was telling me how nice my eyes and features were. i was like no, my eyes are too small...haha what a funny day.


this is my OG -Zeus 38.
not a clear photo since this is a photo of a photo.
i'm actually the only sc girl in there but weizhen joined my og. she didn't like hers.

so now i have to think and seriously consider which jc to study in...
stay at TPJC?
return to SRJC?
or NYJC (if i'm accepted...)?

anw, daddy's away in USA and my house is boxed up. haha. what i mean is that since we are moving, most stuff have been packed away into boxes... haha this is random.
okay, i gotta go now. will update soon!
meanwhile take care everyone!